I don’t know what
to do
because
I love you
&
I do not
love
I am
terrified
of falling
into a darkness
from which I
cannot
ascend
&
I am
scared to death
of how
well you know
that.
perhaps that is
why you took
me rock climbing
amongst those
first dates
to learn
exactly how
pathetic
my
upper
arm
strength is
&
how easily I
let myself
fall
with you.
Ecstasy of Heartache 